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Dad just sent a text message to me. He told me if I feel uncomfortable with the course, I can still revert back to my original A-Levels plan. He told me I should think carefully because it's my future and he'll support me in whatever I decide. This is probably the longest "conversation" I've had with him in about 8 years.

Sleeping less than 6 hours for a few days in a row : Normal people : I think I have a slight headache... Me without 6 hours of sleep for 1 night : Mum? I lost my voice..... ----------------------------------------------- I'm taking Foundation in Science at UCSI next January.... I hope I don't regret taking Engineering/Architecture. With the scholarship it's around RM8k for the whole year. But what if I regret?? WHAT IF. What if I can't maintain my results???? I don't know..........

I looked like I highlighted my hair light brown in my passport photo lol. OH MOTHER, THANK YOU FOR YOUR GENES. My sisters hair are like that too. Eldest sister's hair looks very unnatural in black hahaha seriously. Maybe I'm just too used to her with brown hair. Second sister's hair only looks brown under bright lights. But my Mum has really REALLY natural brown hair I also inherited my chronic bitch face from both my parents lol. I just realized why my Dad's going back to Johor tomorrow morning. JOHOR CHANGED THEIR WEEKENDS TO FRIDAY AND SATURDAY. OF COURSEEEEEEEEEEE. Why did I not think of that??? I was wondering why he's going back tomorrow morning because he normally goes back on Monday morning. Asked my Mum if I could get contact lens and she was like NO. YOU AH. YOUR NOSE SO SENSITIVE. WHAT IF YOU SNEEZE AND YOUR LENS COME OUT. Excuse me? Erm. ---------------------------------------------------- OH I SAW AN AUNTY WEARING A PURPLE SH...

Helloooooooooooooooooooooo. I know I took a long time to do all these small minor changes that only require a few hours BUT THEN I DIDN'T HAVE TIME YESTERDAY OKAY. Don't forget I have mega slow internet connection so it took me like 1 bloody hour to just change the background cause Blogger kept screwing it up. Don't ask me what's with the Batman and Joker header lol. I JUST FELT LIKE IT.

OH GOD. SO TIRED. OKAY. SO WE WATCHED CATCHING FIRE YAY. I prefer the movie more this time. Maybe because I forgot the contents in the second book but the second and third books were so depressing and everyone's either dying or dead so no thanks. BUT THEN THOSE FUCKING BUNCH OF ASSHOLES ARGH. THE GROUP OF MONKEYS CAN'T STOP TALKING TO EACH OTHER!!!! WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!?!?! THOSE SHITHEADS OMG IF YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED THEN DON'T WATCH AND GET THE FUCK OUT LAH. IT'S A BLOODY CINEMA NOT A FREAKING PASAR MALAM. THEY CAN'T STOP WHISPERING ESPECIALLY DURING THOSE EPIC SCENES ALTHOUGH EVERYONE SHUSHED THEM EVERY 10 MINUTES. SO ANNOYING. I FELT LIKE TAKING OFF MY SHOE AND BITCH SLAPPING THEM WITH IT. I AM SO WATCHING IT AGAIN IN A BIGGER CINEMA WITH MORE COMFORTABLE SEATS AND MORE CIVILIZED PEOPLE. I CAN'T EVEN FEEL EMOTIONAL WATCHING THE MOVIE WHEN MY BLOOD PRESSURE'S RISING LIKE FUCK ALREADY. _|_|_|_|_|_|_|_ I HOPE...

WOW I AM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY FREAKING INTERNET CONNECTION AND BLOGGER OH MY GOD. GERD DAMMIT BLOGGER. WHY DO YOU KEEP DARKENING MY BACKGROUND ARGH FOR THE LOVE OF PIZZA. HOW THE FUCK. WHY. WHY?!?!?!? YOU HAVE FAILED ME, BLOGGER. OH MY GOD. MY MUM AH. Before SPM, I talked to her about all those uni and college stuffs she went all "It's okay no need to hurry. You do that after you're done with your SPM". Okay then. Few hours after the last paper, I was online for a while and she came and asked me why didn't I use a correction tape while filling in the form instead and I was like haiya nevermind la because I was tired okay I DIDN'T TAKE MY NAP. THEN AS IF I FLIPPED HER ANGER SWITCH OR SOMETHING SHE STARTED GOING ALL "YA LA YA LA IF LIKE THAT THEN NO NEED TO STUDY LA YOU GO TO COLLEGE ON YOUR OWN. SINCE YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE NOT INTERESTED AT ALL. YOU GO TAKE BUS, I WON'T FETCH YOU TO COLLEGE." .................. wtf. ...

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick of this. Oh my lorddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. Can I just fast forward my life please. ----------------------------------------------------------------- My family went out grocery shopping today and of course I stayed at home because I was lazy as hell and I had to study. They came back with approximately a year supply of shampoo and conditioners like what I don't even understand. Now we have enough bottles of shampoo for the entire female population in Malaysia.  Mum, I understand there's a sale but are you kidding me. I know there are 3 girls in the family but I don't think we have hair as long as the distance from KL to New freaking Zealand. Mum, I think that's a bit too much. I bet my Dad was like omg what creatures did I give birth to. I'm being such a jerk right now hahahaha that's what usually happens when I'm not in the mood to do anything. ----------------------------------------------...

Ok let's face it, 2NE1's first live performance of Missing You sucked HAHA *clears throat* except Minji, she was still as good as the studio version. --------------------------------------------- I really hate lap cheongs. To me, lap cheong is like Satan's testis coated with petroleum. Notice how I've used the word testis instead of dick because I like to sound like a freaking pro harharhar. I know I swear a lot in my blog posts but I don't really swear that much in reality okay I really don't...... but I do flip everyone off inside my head. I like to keep my already-Satan's-daughter image as pure as possible but it obviously failed even though I did nothing. I also try not to influence pure people to swear like me but then too bad they got influenced by my posts and I'm not even sorry for it HAHAHAHAHA. I usually only swear in front of people who are already immune to it and swear as much as I do HAHAHAHA ----------------------------------...

URGH HOLY MOTHER GOOSE ONE OK ROCK HAS SUCH AMAZING PHOTOGRAPHERS MAN. WELL FUCKING DONE, COMPANY, WELL DONE.  LOOK AT THOSE AMAZING LIGHTING HOLY SHIT THEY'RE SO AWESOME. PROBABLY DONE BY PROFESSIONALS BECAUSE LOOK AT IT!!!!!!! ISN'T IT PRETTY?!?!?!? KOREA, ARE YOU LOOKING AT THIS. YOU AND YOUR SHIT PHOTOGRAPHERS, TAKING SUCH HERPY DERP PICTURES OF PEOPLE WITH HALF-OPENED EYES LIKE ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME, THEY LOOK TERRIBLE. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I MISSED THEIR CONCERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(

annoyingrevenge : You are truly a  kind child . ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THAT'S IT. GOODBYE, MY SOUL. SEE YOU AGAIN IN THE NEXT FEW YEARS. FAREWELL. BOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *ugly sobbing* I know I've read this part in the manga before but now that I watch the anime, FEELINGS? WHAT FEELINGS. WHAT IS THIS FEELINGS YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.

I'M FRIENDS WITH THE MONSTERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS THAT'S UNDER MY BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. Okay so I just watched 2NE1's new MV and FINALLY. FINALLY. A BALLAD LIKE FREAKING LONELY. AFTER 10 DECADES. GEEZ AT THIS RATE THEIR NEW ALBUM IS GOING TO BE RELEASED WHEN I'M SITTING FOR MY A-LEVELS EXAMS. ANYWAY. Let's skip their clothes okay HAHAHAHA I have nothing to say. I wonder how much time Dara took to get all the "fur" off her clothes and body HAHAHAHAHAHAHA YER. IT'LL BE ALL OVER HER FACE AND HER CLOTHES. GIRL, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A HARD TIME WASHING THOSE FUR OFF YER CLOTHES. I like the masked guy, it probably symbolizes something but whatever ain't no time fo dat. He looks like one of the characters in Borderlands 2 with that mask lol. OH AND HOLY SHIT CL'S NAKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But of course we can't see her holy parts, I can't see what's written on her back though...

After completing 6 subjects, I think I'm okay with the HOTS questions in SPM. I mean, let's face it. Everyone has been telling us, hey it's alright, SPM is going to be easy as ABC~ the grades will be lowered, yadayadayada, SPM is nothing compared to Trials~ Now that they've made it more difficult and challenging, isn't it better now? No more memorising keywords? They're letting us think out of the box? BUT OF COURSE, THIS IS ONLY MY OPINION. If they're still marking according to fucking keywords even though it's KBKK then I am going to flip their faces. Like if we can't have other logical opinions and must only write according to what they want us to then _|_ because the marking scheme can be such bullshit sometimes. No keywords? WRONG. Answer makes sense but not in marking scheme? WRONG. WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM, MATE. But I still think that they should have at least inform us how to go about with the new format in Moral paper beca...

LOOK AT THIS SASSY BITCH OVER HERE. OH MY GOD!!! WHAT KIND OF LOOK IS THAT. Stray sassy bitchacho over here. LPM : I see the students are all saying SPM is way easier than trials................................ So.................. I guess...................... It would be a shame..................... IF I CHANGE THE FORMAT OUT OF A SUDDEN AND PUT UNEXPECTED QUESTIONS IN THE PAPERS.

Hello, *cough cough* *hafal Sejarah macam gila babi* YAY EVERYONE IT'S KBKK TIME. *hafal Moral macam babi sial* KBKK FOR YOU, KBKK FOR HER, KBKK FOR HIM, KBKK FOR EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WAAAAAHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I..I.. what.. w.. a.. what's with the extreme sudden change of format holy shit dude I did not expect this and ARGH Moral teacher taught us about that pekerja question before!!!! FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA- JUNIORS, IF YOU'RE UNDER PN NORRAHIMA, PLEASE LISTEN TO HER. DON'T BE LIKE ME. Welp. *plays emotional song for the dead elephant *

Wow, Soh whatever shit Hoon. WHAT A CREEPY BASTARD!!!! LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK, DUDE?!?!?! WHAT KIND OF SICK PERSON WOULD KILL HIS CRUSH'S HUSBAND AND SON JUST TO BE WITH HER?!?!?!? AND THEN EXPECT HER TO FORGET AND FORGIVE?!?!?! WHICH BASTARD WOULD STILL BE STALKING THE SAME PERSON 10 YEARS LATER!?!?!?! WHAT AN ASSHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. THE FUCK?!?!?! I think I'm the only one who watches this Strange Housekeeper drama. I mean, the cast is AWESOME. Especially the little girl, like, her acting is so... *wipes tears* good. I mean, it's totally good. Those sad scenes, *looks up and fans self* they're so... touching. *wipes snot* WOW THAT LADY IS SUCH A BITCH!!!!!! I MEAN IF I WAS THAT FATHER, I WOULD FLIP HER UPSIDE DOWN AND LET HER TASTE THE 1000 SLAP KUNG FU SHIT. LADY, PLEASE GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. GEEZ. GO AWAY.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. I found out that I didn't do 2 pages during the last 5 minutes. *flips a bitch* Padan muka me for not checking thrice. Padan mukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, Ng Su Jean. You smart ass. My own fault if I didn't reach my target. I'm so stupidddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. -.-

MY FEEELSSSSSS ~~~~~~ omg Kabuto you magnificent son of a bitch you. You appeared out of nowhere, you don't know what's your name, you don't have any family. When you've finally found your "family", you had to leave and sacrifice your entire life being a spy, changing your identity and again not knowing what is your actual purpose of living. Then you killed the only person who gave you hope to continue living, and she didn't even recognize you after so many years. You're seeking for your own identity but you're just living in someone else's shadows. BUT YOUR "BROTHER" STILL REMEMBERS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE NOT ALONEEEEEEEEEEE. HE STILL LOVES YOUUUUUUUUUU. Please go back home :( He is like the saddest villain ever omg why does he have such fucked up past?!?!?!? EXCUSE ME WHILE I DROWN IN MY OWN TEARS.

My eldest sister thought her camera's screen/lens is not working so she abandoned it for some time now.... She told me I could use it after I send it to the shop for repair. So okay. I took out the box and shit cause I figured if the screen is not working, I'll just take a picture and transfer it to the computer and see.  I left it on for a few minutes while I Google shit.  SUDDENLY, IT WAS WORKING AGAIN!!!!!!! THE SCREEN WASN'T PITCH BLACK ANYMORE!!! HOLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. GOD BLESS EVERYONE. HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. I JUST EARNED A CAMERA!! WHO CARES IF IT'S SECONDHAND. AND THIS, EVERYONE, IS THE ADVANTAGE OF HAVING SIBLINGS WITH HUGE AGE GAPS. FUCK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Can't wait to use it after SPM and snap a bunch of FREAKING INTERESTING PICTURES OF EVERYTHING. OH, LOOK. AN ANT?!?!?! WOW IS THAT A BUTTERFLY?!?!?!! HOLY MOTHER OF ALL PIZZAS, AN OLD COUPLE!! Okay...

Damn these soundtracks are freaking amazing for a game. Anyway. Yes, I've listened to TOP's Doom Dada lol. WELL. I have no freaking idea why YG's songs have the Bollywood-ish vibes in them. This song is something I would expect from not-so-mainstream rappers instead of TOP himself. It's also really weird for him to suddenly blurt out Hakuna Matata twice lol. I like the fast rap though. That was extremely wow. BUT HE LOOKS BLOODY FINE IN THE MV LIKE HOLY SHIT THE MAJESTIC TOP WITH BLACK HAIR PEOPLE. BLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is so adorable, my insides are melting.

Argh damn it I can't wait to give away all these bloody books after SPM. Like urgh YOU CAN GET OUT OF MY LIFE COMPLETELY, GOODBYE. My cupboard won't be like the freaking Leaning Tower of Pisa once I get all these books out.  I'll try to reformat the laptop myself because ugh all this unnecessary shit I need to get rid of. It's slowing down and frying the damn laptop. Planning to give away some books to the orphanage. I don't want my reference books and notes disia-siakan begitu sahaja. Might as well give to them since my niece doesn't study anyway and her family's good enough to buy her all the new books.  Those who wants to give away their books to the orphanage can pass to me also okay I'm serious.  I still haven't decide where to study and INTI's e-scholarship deadline is like what end of this month omg. SHOULD I STUDY IN KL OR PENANG. SHOULD I STUDY IN TARC OR INTI. BUT TARC KL IS SO DANGEROUS _|_ FUCKING ROBBERS AND SLASHERS E...

For those who are bored and need a good laugh : You are welcome. Yogscast, everyone. My favorite Youtuber-gamer whatever. I used to like Simon the most last time but now I like Sips more hahahahaha that bastard. His serious monotone voice makes everything funnier. MY IDOL. HAHAHAHAHAA shut up. His laugh is so hilariousssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

There was once when we went to the store with my cousin and her kids. The small bratty boy was taking like all the toys he can and he won't let go when my cousin wanted to take the toys away from him. Mum told her that when we were young, she would let us pick a toy, and ONLY ONE toy. If we want toy B, no problem, but put down toy A and only take toy B. Then she said we'll carry that single toy around the whole store until they've shopped enough, she'll ask us to put back the toy because we're going home and the rest of the family are waiting for us. So of course we placed it back and went back without any toy. I think she did the same trick to my siblings. That's incredibly genius. NO WONDER I DON'T GET NEW TOYS LIKE AKSDHS WHAT WHY DO I HAVE TO PLAY WITH MY SISTERS' ONES. Why are my parents so smart. Oh, we also went to the Kajang Satay, my parents ordered some satays, and of course I ate them. So there were of course like different types of me...

So. English was alright. I am more concerned about what am I going to eat after Add Maths paper. About 4 hours in between. Should I bring food? Is the canteen going to be open? But only the F5 students are going to school. WHAT ABOUT MY FOOD. Ok my period came so excuse me for my unstable emotions.  I watched Taeyang's Ringa Linga's video. That is 1 huge ass dance studio. Is that even a freaking dance studio? That looks more like a warehouse. I wonder how much they paid for this. I only like the parts where he actually sing and when you can hear the piano. That's all lolol. Other than that, not really.  His white fauxhawk looks like the Gatsby commercial where they clap with their hair HAHAHAHA ok bye

Today : - Why is it SOOOO COOOOOOLDDDDD WALAO I'M BLOODY FREEZING MAN WTF IS THIS. NARNIA?!?!?! - Hah. Kepentingan bangunan bersejarah. Hah. Hah..... Hah.............. shit WHY DID I NOT READ SALIHA'S NOTES WHYYYYYYYYYYY. WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. - Okay. I IMMEDIATELY REGRET THIS DECISION TO WALK TO THE MAMAK BECAUSE IT'S DRIZZLING. - Oh well. NOW IT'S SO SUNNY. DAMN IT. - So. Synopsis. Hah. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... 

So I went to the market with my Mum today because I have to get used to waking up before 8 otherwise I'll die in the hall. MY MUM'S CONVERSATION WITH THE CHEE CHEONG FUN LADY WAS SO FUNNY HAHAHAHA (they were speaking in Cantonese) "Wei, I told you just now that I want the fish ball. Why you don't want to listen to me ~ "   "Ya meh?? You got say meh?? Ok la ok la sorry ~ You usually order without fish ball mah. Why? Your taste change already ah?"   "Haiya we must change once in a while mah. You don't like that ah, next time I won't buy from you anymore!"   "Don't say like that... I don't sayang you one ah!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAA SO YER RIGHT BUT IT'S SO FUNNY AT THE SAME TIME. OH I ALSO MET MY KINDERGARTEN TEACHER OMG. She still remembers me!!!!!!!!!! "Wah.. you've changed a lot ah. Last time you very shy and quiet one. Now... not so lah har." HAHAHAHAHAAHA NOT SU...

I think my Dad has an amazing ability to find restaurants with terrible food. I don't know if it's because of my PMS or what. He ordered Asam fish, which I didn't like. I really don't like eating sour food but I'm okay with some. Mangoes and pineapples turn me off completely. Oranges too. Ugh those sour ones. The veggie he ordered. Oh my GOD. IT'S LIKE THEY'RE DECAYING INSIDE A POOL OF OIL. IT'S BLACK AT THE EDGES AND ಠ_ರೃ I don't know if it's just burnt or it's dirty but...... no thanks. Then there's the ginger + salted fish pork dish? It's.......not very delicious. I'm not usually this choosy when it comes to food but omg today's dinner killed a part of my stomach. I looked like a constipating witch while eating and I'm not kidding. ----------------------------------------------------------------- My Dad pouts when he watches TV. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHAA IT'S SO YER AND FUNNY AT THE SAME TIME. I DON...

Ok I'm having PMS and it sucks balls. My period better not come when I'm in the hall. So yesterday we went to the temple near Jusco Cheras Selatan and I was like rhgfdsfghdsfghrgrugrgurgrhrgurh again...  Then we went to some nice restaurant and the food sucked and obviously I was mad as shit because, PMS + shitty food.  So pissed off when we had to buy stuffs from the supermarket because the trolley sucked balls and ALL THE SLOW PEOPLE. ARGHHRGJHGRJGRG. Kids, if you stand in front of my trolley, don't blame me if I smash you into a flat roti canai. But then I saw some almonds covered with dark chocolate coming down from the skies above and that's when I turned into a normal human being again. God bless dark choc.