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HELLO TIME PASSES SO FAST WHEN I'M WORKING OMG I FEEL LIKE A NOOB ADULT. So it's the time of the year! Summing up my 2018: 1. Counting my bazi @ Seremban Also indirectly led to the 2. Realization of my sexuality It makes me happy how some women can be total badass both in the physical/looks and mental/intelligence department and goddamn I'm head over heels. 3. Pulau Ketam trip + steamboat!! Had a fantastic time with my uni-mates and we reminisced about the old times and it's just nice to reconnect with each other again without all the constant stress we faced when we worked together. 4. Joined Student Buddies programme! It was nice going around KL with them despite our awkwardness and pretty hard time communicating with each other because of the language barrier. How can I forget the amazing well-rounded air steward. 5. I've officially graduated. OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH although I'm a bit bitter that we only got a B+ for that group ...

sometimes I think about how I don't get what I deserve for working my ass off helping others when there are obviously people who are of the same competency as me but gets lesser work assigned then I think about RV who also worked their ass off by releasing 4 quality albums + 1 tour in 2018 alone and yup. I am just a tiny seaweed in the vast ocean who just screams at fishes crossing my boundaries when there are obviously bigger whales dying above me. Not a good metaphor but ok you get me right. Sometimes I don't know how to react when I meet a computer illiterate. I'm not sure if me being over exposed to computers at a very young age is a good or bad thing because damn I swear my patience level improves every week except during sensitive times such as VIP Ms Stomach's meal time. How do people not know how to crack software by themselves. Even though there's clearly a tutorial in Youtube or like there's always an instruction guide when you download t...