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you fucking cunt. I wonder how your husband's going to stand you like this everyday. ---------------------------------------------------------------- what's with the HK dramas on Astro on Demand these days. WHY IS IT SO STUPID. HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU TURN BACK TIME. WHY THE HELL IS SHE SO PERFECT YET STUPID AT THE SAME TIME. ARGH. SERIOUSLY. HEY. I WANT BACK MY ANCIENT DYNASTY MING DRAMAS. I DON'T WANT STUPID INNOCENT PERFECT GIRLS. NO. WHO THE FUCK SLEEPS WITHOUT REMOVING THEIR MAKE-UPS?!?!!? A LADY JUST SPIT ON YOU. WHY DIDN'T YOU WIPE YOUR FACE?!?!! EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. WHAT THE FUCK WHY. WHAT ARE YOU DOING. GO AND WIPE YOUR FACE FIRST. THOSE ENZYMES. ------------------------------------------------------ teacher can be best friends with my 2nd sister hahahahahahahhahahahahahaha. THEY'RE SUCH HIPSTERS IN THE SAME WAY. ALL THE BAGGY 70s CLOTHES AND DRESSES. Okay maybe teacher's era is way earlier than that cause my sis...

I feel like I should have more emotions towards this exam. Everyone's stressed out and fucking studying properly with full of concentration and regretting for not studying x and y and being pessimistic and shit and I'm in the morning during perhimpunan like what is teacher wearing today omg look at her and her bun lol omg she looks like a princess who sings to the birds in the garden or a very wide field with flowers every morning while swinging her dress like omg I'm so preeettttttyyyyy today~ ⊂_ヽ 　 ＼＼ Λ＿Λ 　　 ＼(　ˇωˇ)　 　　　  /　⌒ヽ 　　　/ 　 へ＼ 　　 /　　/　＼＼ 　　 ﾚ　ノ　　 ヽ_つ 　　/　/ 　 /　/| 　(　(ヽ 　|　|、＼ 　| 丿 ＼ ⌒) 　| |　　) / ノ )　　Lﾉ  (_ hahahahahhhahahaha omg. One does not simply walk into 5 Science 1 after an Add Maths paper. Hahahahahaa.  I can feel the STRESSED OUT AURA right when I enter. BOMB BOMB BOMB - claimed a student this morning. HAHAHAAHAHA. I am so glad my notes are colourful and stuff. My reference book ha...

can we please have a moment to appreciate the beauty of this : Dreams are sweet.    Like a flower blooming in spring after winter has passed, a smile spreads on your face after secretly going through hardships.   Whenever you’re wrong in the eyes of the society, they say “Give it up, kid!”   Your sleeves are only stained with dirt, because of the pressure from your parents.   The experience that the society truly wants?   It’s a secret garden that can’t be found in books.   With the body experiencing by itself, and the skin breathing, making beautiful attempts even if you get blisters on your hands and feet…   “I want to make my child grow up into a person, greater than everyone else…”   They push their heavy burden into tutoring centers, saying ‘it should work out’.   They think they can support you with private lessons.   But why do your eyes look more and more lost?   Because they keep blocking ever...

went to Pavilion today. Mum wanted to watch Abraham Lincoln movie cause she got free tickets from her friend.  The cinema's FULL. I didn't expect that. Cause you know, it's ABRAHAM LINCOLN'S MOVIE. Not those fiction movies. Joseph Gordon-Levitt acted as Lincoln's son. I WAS LIKE WHOAHHHHH JGL?!?! IS THAT YOU?!?!?! The ending's really touching. I like their choices of clothes. Them suits. So classy yet sexy at the same time. So gentleman. OKAY I'M STOPPING HERE.

*randomly clicks on Closer To The Edge - 30 Seconds To Mars video* BOOM. FAN IN 6 MINUTES. OOOOOHHHH MMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYY GGGGGGGOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD. LISTENING TO ROCK SONGS AT NIGHT IS WAY BETTER THAN DURING THE DAY. I want a punk ass emo friend, another friend who listens to emotional depressing ballads, a very indie-ish friend, a very sexy jazzy friend, and a big rap-hip-hop friend. Heh. My circle of friends would be so epic lol. My sister is a very indie-hipster-punk-rock person. I find her music taste okay but she really dresses like a hipster lol but it's okay she's skinny and blah whatever. It's your choice to do what you want, I ain't going to interfere shit. Yeah. We're an abnormal family. Everything that seems weird or abnormal to normal families is perfectly fine in my family. Come on. When she shaved one side of her head, everything else is fine and normal to me already compared to her shaving. But I don't like how she to...

Look. My dopamine levels may be too damn high at times, but there are times where I am just unamused at everything or anything. FOR EXAMPLE : WHEN I HAVE PERIOD. When that happens, please do not bother me. Please move on with your life and ignore me because I really don't feel like doing anything or even feel anything. Please ignore me. Before I explode. Thank you. Has anyone seen me exploding in reality before? Like really really explode. Not through my blog posts OBVIOUSLY BECAUSE I RANT LIKE A BITCH HERE ALL THE TIME DUHDUHDUH. Have I? No right? ------------------------------------------------- I just had a sudden moment of realization the other day. So I was listening to some songs from my Itunes. Then I started questioning myself with a total look of disgust. REALLY. LIKE  WHAT THE FUCK WAS WRONG WITH ME BACK THEN?!?!?! WHY DID I LISTEN TO ALL THESE SHIT?!?!?!?!? I CANNOT BELIEVE I LIKED ALL THESE LAST TIME. OH MY GOOO...

I would like to have a dart board in my room, right in front of my bed.  Isn't that like awesome?  When I'm bored, I get to throw shit and when I score, OH YEAH BITCH. Now if only my eldest sister moves out of the house... I already have EVERYTHING PLANNED INSIDE MY HEAD.  OH YES, I DO. Like I'm so going to put a bulletin board up there, and then some inspirational posters, and then some hot guys posters, a dart board, some inspirational quotes and lyrics and stuffs. Yeah. I am so prepared.  Now only if my sister gets married asap... I mean, her boyfriend's going to Taiwan with us. HE IS GOING WITH US. WITH OUR WHOLE FAMILY. WITH MY PARENTS. YOU CAN SAY, THEY'RE HAVING A PRETTY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY BRING A RANDOM DUDE FRIEND TO A VACATION WITH YOUR FAMILY. Hey.  Does that mean I get to have my own room in a few years time? Hehehehehehehehehehe.

HE PUBLISHED A BOOK?!?!?!?!?! HOLY SHIT. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. WHOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. RESPECT : LEVEL FUCKING 10000000000000000000000000 I NEED TO GET THAT. Okay. After exams, I'm going to finish my pile of books that I still haven't touch from the BBW sale lol. Then I'll get that book. I've read enough reviews to know it's going to be goooooooood. No more Googling. I don't want any spoilers. I'll wait patiently for the book. I'm a patient girl. I'll be good. I promise.

I am glad that 2NE1 knows how horrible they look sometimes. "That bun hair looks like a peanut from the back."    HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA "You look like Hagrid!!" "She looks like a Chinese witch who's enjoying all these love triangle." FLY. AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY. My people need me. I must excuse myself now. --------------------------------------------------------- ceramah today was really boring. I was THIS CLOSE TO SLEEPING. I was okay before recess, but after recess, it's like. SOMEONE JUST SUCKED MY ENERGY AND SOUL OR IT JUST EVAPORATED TO THE SURROUNDINGS OR SOMETHING.

YAY. TODAY'S KURSUS KEPIMPINAN WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOO INSPIRATIONAL AND HELPFUL TO ME! I FELT LIKE I'M GOING TO BECOME A VERY GOOD LEADER NEXT TIME! LOOK AT ALL THE THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE!!!! APPARENTLY, YELLING "SUSU" IS GOING TO MAKE ME A VERY GREAT LEADER LIKE FREAKING MAHATHIR. Yes, today we were divided into groups and each group had to yell 1 word from "SAYA SUKA MINUM SUSU LEMBU. MMMM, SEDAPNYA." My group had to yell "susu" . Which is kind of funny cause I'm like promoting my own middle name. LET ME FEEL HAPPY FOR A WHILE. Zhen's group had to yell "Mmmm, sedapnya" lolol which is pretty ridiculous hahahahaha. THEN we were divided into smaller groups and we had to complete a few papers with questions. A LOT OF BM TEKA TEKI. My group was pretty helpful hahahahaha we completed the most papers lol. Then all the ceramahs and shit.. We only got to eat a donut, a nugget, and a currypuff. -.-...

Spoiler : YG ent. says that  April is for preparations and not confirmed as 2NE1’s comeback month , which gave confusion and sadness again to Blackjacks.   2NE1’s comeback was planned since last year, 2012 but due to several matters, it’s been pushed back a couple times. In fact,  YG’s plan for 2NE1’s comeback was March  as revealed earlier this year. Now, the month of April is mentioned, yet again it’s not confirmed and still has a possibility of changes. When will we be able to see 2NE1 back on stage? Or hear new songs of theirs? For right now, the answer is still not clear enough. "March? Amm, no... First it was July; as in  last year  (along with a new Japanese single for Maybelline which we also haven't gotten). Then it was August to coincide with their tour, then the tour took over and we were told October, then YG himself said November with Tayeyang's solo (which has now been cancelled for another G Dragon one), then it was December. Th...

omg that yellow suit Taemin wore in Dream Girl MV is the UGLIEST SUIT I'VE EVER SEEN. THAT SHIT'S TERRIBLE AND HORRIBLE. ಠ_ರೃ 1. Preheat oven to 700 degrees. 2. Place suit inside oven. 3. Cook until golden brown. 4. Serve with jalapenos. (optional) 5. Rot in a corner and cry. THAT. THING. IS SO. UGLYYYYYYYY. ESPECIALLY THAT PANTS. LOOK LOOK LOOK.  Spoiler : OH MY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LOOK AT THEM LOOK AT THEM. 

fangirl mode unleashed : omg HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.     SOURCE     SOURCE hahaha. haha. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa. hahaahahahahahaha. that fucking slide is so fucking awesome okay can I like fly to Korea and sneak into their concert when no one's there and fucking go up and down the slide a million times. I promise I will only go there when no one's there. Please. I promise I won't dirty the slide. I'll clean the whole stage for you please.

fuckkkk I need more sleeeeppppp. I WANT more sleeeppp pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee don't disturbbbbbbb meeeeeeeeeeee omggggg. I got kind of prepared yesterday. I WAS DETERMINED TO SLEEP AT 9.30PM. Because there will be freaking cannons at 12am. FOR 45 MINUTES STRAIGHT, THERE WERE LIKE DOZENS OF CANNONS WITH BOMBS AND THE BOMBING WAS SOOO DAMNNNNNNN LOUDDDDDDD LIKE IN-YOUR-FACE LOUD. I HAD TO REMIND MYSELF CONSTANTLY THAT MY HOUSE WILL NOT BE BURNED DOWN OR SOMETHING. Then I can't sleep anymore. AND THEN AT 2.12AM THERE WERE FIRECRACKERS. LIKE WHATTTT THE FUCK?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! WHY ARE YOU GUYS STILL UP AND PLAYING FIRECRACKERS AT 2AM?!?!?!?!? I don't mind you people playing at 12am cause it's Hokkien CNY and you guys are RICH RICH RICH PEOPLE WITH FIREWORKS AND BOMBS. BUT 2.12 AM?!?!?!?!?! En Hizwan and Pn Hasfah both asked about what the fuck happened last night lololol. En Hizwan told us that  he continued his studies after he taught us Seni in Form ...

HUH. HUHH?!?! THERE'S GOING TO BE A NEW SAILOR MOON ANIME SERIES?!?! WHAT?!?!?! HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY?!?!?! BUT THE WAY THEY TRANSFORMED INTO SAILOR MOON WAS SO COOL LAST TIME HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA YOUUUU KNOOOOWWW ITTTTT. HEY I SPENT MY CHILDHOOD WATCHING THEM OK. BUT WHY WOULD THEY MAKE A NEW ONE?!?! AREN'T THE VIEWERS BACK THEN ALREADY GREW UP LIKE FUCKING ADULTS BY NOW?!?!?! WHAT IF THEY FUCKING TRANSFORMED TO SLUTS MOON?!?!?! WHORE MOON?!?! NO!!!!! Hey that sounds like hormone. I'm sorry but I still have period so my emotions are kind of whish whoosh right now yeah please understand.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the fuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkk would anyone take me seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy when I talk shit allllllllllllllllllll theeeeeeeee timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I guess my poker face needs more expressions like an angry Italian. ---------------------------------------------- " they say  "shine the light like Martin Luther King" "   " Whoooaaa really deepp shitt"   " i hope snsd quotes gandhi in their repackage"   " I want a quote from the bible."   HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA I LOVE YOU, RANDOM CITIZEN. HAH. MY AUNT AND MARRIED COUSINS ONLY GAVE ME ANGPAOS. ONLY ME. ME AND ONLY ME. THEY TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY SISTERS. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. HAH. HAH. I FEEL. SO. HAPPY. BECAUSE ALL THESE TIME WE BAI NIAN WITHOUT MY SISTERS, MY RELATIVES WILL STILL GIVE ME THEIR PORTIONS. WHICH IS SOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR TO ME BECAUSE I'M THE...

waaaaaarrgghhhhhhhhhhh periooooooodddddddddddd. Gooooooodnesssssssssssss. My mood is like up and down and up and down and WHOOSH FUCKING HELL DOWN then everything is alright again. I can stare at this gif all day long hahahahhaha. -------------------------------------- HOLY SHIT MAN MY HANDS SMELL LIKE GARLIC EVER SINCE YESTERDAY. YYYUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK IT STINKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MANNNNNNNN UGHHHH. I WANT TO DIP MY HANDS IN BLEACH. UGGGHHHH THAT SMELL. I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH ANY GARLIC. Oh I did. OH. I DID. OOOOHHHHHHH NOW I KNOOOOWWWWWW WHERE IT CAME FROMMMMM. I HELPED MY COUSIN CHOSE NICE GARLIC. OOOOOHHHHHHHH NNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY HANDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I feel like amputating my hands. ;_____________________; garlic smell please go away, I beg you.

1. Preheat oven to 700 degrees. 2. Place hair inside oven. 3. Cook until golden brown. 4. Serve with jalapenos. (optional) 5. Rot in a corner and cry. Not cool man. Not cool at all. So not hep hap man.  ಠ_ಠ

omg my Dad's old passport photo IS SO FUCKING HANDSOME OK. I WAS LOOKING FOR HIS LATEST PASSPORT AND LIKE WHOAH THERE WAS LIKE A MAGICAL SPOTLIGHT SHINING DIRECTLY AT HIS PHOTO LOLOL HE CAN TOTALLY PASS AS A HONG KONG ACTOR DURING HIS TIME OK. PUBERTY, I'M COUNTING ON YOU. HAHAHAHAHAHA. *cough* But as he ages, he looks like my grandpa now hahahahahahaha like he's a photostat copy of grandpa. my Mum still looks the same. Just with more wrinkles and older and more white hair. No changes at all. No wonder all her old colleagues were like OH, YOU NEVER CHANGE HUH! YOU STILL LOOK THE SAME!! anyways, WE ARE GOING TO TAIWAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNN :DDDDDDDD AWWWWWWWWWWW YIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Finally an actually family holiday trip. We're going on the 25th of July so I'll be skipping 1 or 2 days of school. Hopefully there's no exam during that week lol.

oh my God we just found out my cousin brother already proposed to his girlfriend :OOOOO. Means they're getting married in about 2 years time. We met her a couple of times and she's nice. I'm okay with her. Went to Eu Yan Sang in Mid Valley today and OMG THOSE CNY SONGS. BRAINWASH KAO KAO AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT IS NOW STUCK IN MY BRAIN SO I AM GOING TO PULL YOU DOWN IN THIS SINKING TITANIC SHIP AS WELL. DAAAAAAAA RI ZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, YI GE HAO KAI SHIIIIIIIIIIIII. ----------------------------------------------------- -.- on a scale of 1 to 10, how helpful you think you are at home? If you think you deserve at least 2. I think I deserve the Nobel Peace Prize. Stop fucking ask me to do things when you can do it yourself! Oh, I forgot your limbs are only functional OUTSIDE the house. Don't give me that fucking bitch face and high pitched voice. WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT YOURSELF?! If I'm a water rat then she must be like the FIRE...

normal Chinese : bai nian bai nian bai nian bai nian ang pao ang pao ang pao ang pao aunty uncle grandma grandpa. me at home : *scrolls down Facebook news feed* how come everyone's suddenly putting a family picture as their cover picture.. seaweed crackers. fried popiah. omg all these are so damn good. jar of seaweed crackers, don't empty yourself behind my back, okay. Be a good girl.

Looking back at the old pictures, I realized that Dad was a very tall, dark and handsome macho hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. He posed like Chow Yun Fatt in those old brownish photos. AND THERE'S A PHOTO WHERE HE COMBED HIS HAIR SEXILY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO YENG MAN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I FOUND OUT WHY I LIKED WEARING GUYS' CLOTHES. INI SEMUA ANGKARA IBU BAPA SAYA!!!!!!!!!! I WORE THOSE EVER SINCE I WAS LESS THAN A YEAR OLD. SEE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I wore Aladdin costumes and SAMFU in a baby photoshoot -.- At first I thought the baby in those photos wasn't me. Until I saw the caption... Ng Su Jean. 1997. !!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday's bai nian at Yi Ma's house was extremely boring lol. The elderly people were discussion their own stuffs, while we watched the TV. WE WATCHED LIKE 3 BLOODY HONG KONG MOVIES. And even National Geography! Wtffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff...

stopped watching *cough**cough* live concert DVD cause it was weird as fuck... ok I went to Snake Temple just now in Klang. SO MANY EXPENSIVE BRANDED CARS WARRGHHH JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS BMW MPV JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS. jkjk. Then we went to the used-to-be-famous cendol shop in Klang and it was horrible... Even the rojak was horrible. Parents kept complaining non-stop man I TELL YOU. THE WHOLE TIME THEY WERE LIKE THERE USED TO BE SOTONG!! THERE USED TO BE A LOT OF INDIAN PEOPLE EATING HERE!! (Not a racist statement because it is around the Little India area) WHY ARE THE CUCUMBERS LIKE THAT!!! THE CENDOL USED TO BE THIS HIGH!!! MM HOU SEK GEH!!! THE MANAGEMENT CHANGE ALREADY!!!  .... Then we went to another shop and eat the Banana Leaf Rice and it was okay lah. The mutton's a bit too tough and it was really spicy for me. IT'S VERY EXPENSIVE THOUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Cause Chinese New Year mah. It's not real banana leaf lol. It's just a green paper that loo...