baby steps to adult-ing

Hey gaish.

I think some of you stalkers must've noticed that I have basically unfollowed everyone in Instagram. I've also isolated myself from Facebook and Twitter (not that I use Twitter, just stalking y'alls) but no more now except from Whatsapp and Messenger.

I only use Facebook like 10 minutes daily unless my lecturer posts something there and whenever someone tags me in something. Yeah.

I've decided to stop stalking you guys like a Chinese aunty neighbour. 

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No guys I am not depressed or mentally ill whatsoever. I am fine.

I feel like I have much more time now and slightly happier, definitely an increase in the YOLO bar. Much more grateful at everything.

Just. Y'know.

I figured my habits are becoming very unhealthy HAHAHAH so I switched to a less unhealthy one by surfing the forums, Youtubing and playing games as usual.

At least I'm not getting in everyone's asses.

I also do workouts and hit the gym now at least twice a week to train my stamina.

I knew I had to get hold of myself when we hiked that 1200++ steps of staircase in Krabi and I had to stop every 5 minutes or lesser.

It was my turning point to getting healthier HAHAHAHAHHA.

IT'S EMBARRASSING LOOKING AT EVERYONE OVERTAKING ME BECAUSE I SUCKED LIKE A FISH OUT OF THE WATER.

It also meant my appetite increased a lot because of my metabolism. Especially when I have PMS omg I can eat like a whale, I'm not sure if I'm proud of that or what.

I also remember my colleague got surprised because I was able to finish the mountain of Indian rice. They thought I was trying my best not to waste food but I'm actually a food waste-r when I don't like something or just cannot stuff it in anymore.

I was just really hungry after work okay.

Also, I've started investing in cryptocurrency recently to get rich quick hohoho jk.

I just thought I had to do some financial planning with the time I have after quitting social media.

It wasn't really the right time to invest because the market crashed right after I bought some lololol fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk but I BELIEVE I WILL HAVE SOME GOOD RETURNS IF I HOLD THEM LONGER.

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The amount that I invested is definitely an amount that I can risk to lose okay so no worries. I first thought of investing in local stock markets but my funds were way too little to barely make any returns + the fees/taxes I had to pay + the time I have to wait for it to go up by 0.1% lol.

So I thought HAYYYY BITCOINNNNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

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Not a great timing but yes I will wait patiently.

Don't ask me why.

I have to do some financial planning while I'm young. Definitely not like my father for sure because we all have no idea how he spends his salary.

I want to retire early guys.

I don't wanna be working while I'm taking care of my household.

I want my children to have meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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