this is insane

I used to be a hardcore in-your-face Blackjack. Until they started wearing weird clothes...... 

forever unimpressed with them furs and feathers.

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whoa. Daniel Radcliffe took a picture with Neil Patrick Harris (Barney Stinson).

OK MY LIFE IS COMPLETE NOW.

I draw 2 ripple tanks beautifully all by myself T______________________T I AM SO PROUD NOW SOMEONE PLEASE PRAISE ME AND MY PRECIOUS RIPPLE TANKS.

omg you know if I have my own karaoke room, I will fucking sing all these rock songs and drown in my own pit of misery as I torture my own throat and ears.

that would be so cool hahahaha I'll be like

NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooOOOOoooooOOOoOooOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

THISSSSSSSSS IS MY SEEEEEEEEEEECRET PLACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

NO ONE KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

AND NO ONE WIIIIIIIIIIIIIILL KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW

CUE GUITAR FUCKING SOLO.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

THAT WOULD BE FUCKING AWESOME.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaandddddd it'll never happen. 

I realized Jien Li and I have a very very extremely similar music and manga taste. Hahaha WHICH IS TOTALLY FUCKING ABSOLUTELY PERFECTLY FINE TO ME because SHE KNOWS MY FEELS AND I KNOW HER FEELS HAHAHAHAHA.

Because you see, finding someone that has a very very similar taste like you is extremely fucking rare. 

Then sometimes I'll tell her about this this this and pull her down in my pit of misery and she'll tell me news about this this this then she'll pull me down in her pit of misery and then we will fangirl together when this this this happens and be depressed for about 60 seconds when this this releases extremely wtf stuffs.

except I think I listen to too many fucking genres sometimes. I have like a favourite musician for each genre I like man sometimes it gets really tiring hahaha wtf