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Yes I have revamped my precious blog~ although it kinda annoys me because I want the height of the posts to be much bigger instead but I can't adjust it anywhere so okay whatever. Also the header background annoys me too Idk why I upload pictures and it gets WIDENED so I gave up and used the default background but it's also widened. WHY. So as you can see!  I have added a list of my current favourite artists! Excuse me for having such extreme taste in my music preference because as long as my ears find something good, I'm more than a satisfied listener. I don't stick to one genre. I also like Sam Smith/Adele kinda soothing butter vocals or Lady Gaga's acoustic versions of her songs which she belts out the high notes like goddamn what kinda human is she. Yes Lady Gaga is a goddamn good vocalist and I am not afraid to show my affection towards her songs. Let's not talk about her fashion ok. I enjoy them heartwarming hipster cafe kind...

Just as I was about to talk about happiness, I got a reply from our class's whatsapp group and I just wanted to scream at my classmate LOL. We had a heated discussion to vote when is our last class, whether it'll be on Monday or Wednesday and Monday is like tomorrow , so I asked in the group if there's class tomorrow since our lecturer is inside and diz bich replied me "Lol xD they did not even say what time" THAT'S WHY I'M ASKING LA MF!!!!!!!!!!! ESH THESE KIND OF PEOPLE. Okay. So I learned some good stuffs from my lesbian queens  idols in shows. - Happiness is easily achievable.  Just look at the small things in life that make you happy. It doesn't have to be something major like you won a lottery or got a promotion etc. It's the finer things that add up together, maybe the nice sunset that you see on the way back, or how your friend talks to you about their day, or you're finally done with some task that you promise...

Hello good day everyone! I don't know how I used to blog almost everyday last time. Age is catching up on me you know. I have nothing much to say already. I am suddenly very obsessed with Red Velvet nowadays. I don't know why lol somehow during my internship I kept listening to really happy/cheerful kpop songs. Maybe because now that 2NE1 is long gone and YG is hopeless in promoting their groups, RV is my fav now. More like just Irene because she's so hot. I mean, come on. RV and Twice have like what 5+ 6+ albums and at the corner we have Blackpink with their 2 albums lol. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YG BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Anyway, yeah I listen to songs all the time during my internship because it's really boring when you're doing AutoCAD the whole day. Then I got back into kpop again. HAHAHHA. I also just completed my hectic assignments + midterms week so I pretty much have nothing to do now until my finals at the end of April. I would like ...

My mum told me to meet a fengshui sifu in Seremban to analyse about my life and omg it's pretty accurate and hilarious HAHAHAH. She went there with my dad and eldest sister + BIL and said he's good. So I drove there with my mum and got the test results. There was a part whereby he talked about my life relationships, (yeah he'll tell you about your entire life) "You're never satisfied with men." "You'll have this thought as you grow older. You'll feel like ugh this people, forget it. Not what I wanted them to do at all. " "Even after you get married, you'll be super unsatisfied. You have to 'balance' yourself you know!" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA I'M SORRY THAT IT'S TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oOps. I REALLY AM!!!!! HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA OKAY OKAY. I'M SORRY GUYS. :( *write passive aggressive formal apology letter* I'M SORRY. This only applies to the opposite sex...

Hey gaish. I think some of you stalkers must've noticed that I have basically unfollowed everyone in Instagram. I've also isolated myself from Facebook and Twitter (not that I use Twitter, just stalking y'alls) but no more now except from Whatsapp and Messenger. I only use Facebook like 10 minutes daily unless my lecturer posts something there and whenever someone tags me in something. Yeah. I've decided to stop stalking you guys like a Chinese aunty neighbour.  No guys I am not depressed or mentally ill whatsoever. I am fine. I feel like I have much more time now and slightly happier, definitely an increase in the YOLO bar. Much more grateful at everything. Just. Y'know. I figured my habits are becoming very unhealthy HAHAHAH so I switched to a less unhealthy one by surfing the forums, Youtubing and playing games as usual. At least I'm not getting in everyone's asses. I also do workouts and hit the gym now at least twice a week to train ...

Hello! So it's our 3rd year together!! Oh mY GOD! Can you believe it? I can't either. HAHAHAHHAHAA Honestly speaking, I was oblivious when he first made his move, and I was still oblivious when he dropped obvious hints. I consulted a few self-claimed professional relationship gurus about my situation back then when we had a girls trip to Melaka. It wasn't him who asked me out, it was our friends lolol idiots playing with his phone so I dropped obvious hints that I accepted it and boom. I wasn't so sure or convinced back then. Y'know, I just gave it a go and see if it'll work out between us and it did. Hopefully it will continue to work out in the future. It involved a lot of getting to know each other in the first year. The good and bad habits, the happy and don'ttalktome mood. It wasn't a happy exciting relationship all the time, of course we had our bad and sensitive days sometimes so... It needs a lot of commitment...

So I watched The Greatest Showman illegally and holy shit those songs! It's way better than La La Land for SURE. I almost forgot that Hugh Jackman is also the lead for Les Miserables, no wonder he sounded so familiar I swear I heard this singing before. I think the songs are more relatable for people compared to the other 2 movies. Also, damn these singers are great especially that little boy singing at the beginning of A Million Dreams holy shit HIS VOICE.  I want my kid to have that voice in the future is that too much to ask for before he starts being a horny teenage jerk. ------------------------------------------------------------ My classes are now officially at South Wing, the Connaught one and omg I have never loved North Wing's graveyard campus before. THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE IN SW SERIOUSLY HOW DID I LIVE THROUGH MY FOUNDATION HERE WTF PEOPLE EVERYWHERE PHOBIA SIA. I hate crowds. I cannot. I will feel very uncomfortable. In SW, everything is so damn...

YAS. ME DONE. FINAL YEAR AYAM KAMBING 4 U. So I drank beer for 3 nights in a row lol. The first one was on Wednesday night where we 3 newbies in the office went to have dinner at Bangsar. Another colleague decided to ffk so it's us 3 again and we were the 3 freshest meat in the office that just entered 4 months ago. So we went to Setiawalk's The Beer Factory for a pint and agreed that we will not tell our colleagues that we went for a drink after dinner so okay. The next day we had dinner with our bosses to celebrate the end of 2017! Then our big boss said "Round 2 guys? Who's going later? The Beer Factory okay?" "MM HMM. YES. Okay! Sure!" *looks at each other* "What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas ok." We ended up drinking in Museum instead because TBF didn't have enough seats for us. THEN yesterday night my eldest sis ordered beer too to celebrate my 2nd sis' birthday lol. Goodness. I had diarrhea ...

Hello!  Since 2017 is ending I would like to do a recap of it. 1. Quitting Facilitation Programme. It was and will always be the best memory of my entire university life. It became the worst memory too at some times. I didn't want to remain as a member because I believe they would continue to grow and improve themselves much better without my nosy opinions lol. It was mentally and physically exhausting to be the leader of the programme. I've gained a lot of friends but in return I may have lost some as well but all is well now. Still in touch with some of my closest friends there and yes, I'm really proud to see the programme grow from day 1 because we're the first batch to run it. However, since it's much bigger now with hundreds of members, I do hope that they will not be too stressed about it, and love the journey instead of just achieving things. Oh well! None of my business anymore! So this year I had a LOT of spare time HAHAHA. 2. Sekeping trip...

HELLO I AM HERE WITH SOME INTERESTING JOKES Y'ALLZ PLS LAUGH. So there's a newly opened food court near my office and they had RM1 for all drinks promotion. Yeah so obviously we went there to eat kan and ordered a bunch of drinks which we rarely ordered because we're fucking cheapskate engineers. Like normal food courts, they'll have beers in the fridge kan. My colleagues decided to ask the boss if beer's included as well HAHAHA DAMN STUPID. We're really friendly with the boss because WE EAT THERE ALMOST EVERYDAY YOU KNOW SO SIEN!!!! "Eh boss, all drinks RM1 right?"   "Yeah!"   "Including those?" *points towards alcoholic drinks*  "Walao no lah.." Then our big boss passed by to tapao dinner for himself so we greeted him. He's really chill and funny lol we rarely talked to him but he's just really goofy and funny.  "Mr ___! Drinks RM1 eh!"   "Eh? Really ah? So good?...